So just to give whoever reads this a heads up. It’s not very optimistic.
So being in a mood, an ominous mood I was in Today. I decided to leave my comfort zone and explore the opposite side of my imagination. It may be intense but I do hope you enjoy.
“Death pulls the string”
Alluring thoughts Come at the clocks latest hour Sanity chased its dream To regain its power Madness creeping to take back control As I walk down the wooden hall alone Bugs are in my mind, scratching, bitting, Raven plucking at my eye, while chanting Die, Die, Die God must be sleeping For if he knew what the Angel makes me do He would remove the madness That oozing goo that’s clogging my mind Walking down the street in the night Face only exposed in the light Palms to forehead, slapping Trying to regain rationality Delusions of my sin to come Fighting, trying to turn around and run Madness found my sanity Raven eating, there is no remedy I’m the puppet, Death pulls my strings I need to cut them, I’ll go the extreme Knife to wrist, cutting, Blood now flowing, conscious slipping, Light is fading, Death…. You can have me
In the days New and old Hearts folly Stories untold Happiness rides The westward winds Misery joins dangling Over the depths of sin The Angel’s storm gliding Through the vertical horizon Bringing tears from the moon Who’s secretly hiding now Approaching hope with Her wings of glory Remorse floating In her breeze Forgiveness Gratitude Following The pack It’s safe To say that’s All we have left
“Shhh! comes from within the dark.” A whisper follows;’Kevin, are you awake?’ A whisper, you’ve heard once before Pulling the sheet tighter around your neck As if to barricade yourself from him
Siloulet now inching closer than before Closer and closer to you he draws Terrified and shaking You try to not make a sound As you listen to your little heart Pound, Pound, Pound
Footsteps they echo off the wooden floor Inching his way further from your door Go away, Go away you chant in your mind Hopeful God will answer this time
Then out of nowhere you hear a loud,’BANG’
He walks with determination back the way he came As the shadow moves further back to the dark Your little mind rest,a smile is sparked Quickly you do what needs to be done You prayed, and said,”THANK YOU!”
How can one be lonely When billions live on earth There’s five, ten, or even 100 To each and every one of us So how can one be lonely There’s people all around It only takes a second To help a stranger Out So find someone Who’s standing close Strike up a conversation Take your time, you might find That you can bridge the separation So how can I be so damn lonely When there’s people all around I might be scared,but I do care I suffer from the inside out I’ve known this all along And I’m well aware of the Friends I could’ve found Once again I feel defeated Alone, with a tear in my eye I can’t fight back this feeling That there’s more, in this life Day has now ended Sleeps on its way I’ll try with courage tomorrow To make a friend and say “Hey”
Waiting for the moon to blossom And the stars to shine Waiting for life to slow To enjoy my quiet time
Waiting for its magic to bloom The psilocybe cubensis Should start working soon
This is it The time has come It’s time to climb the setting sun The rabbit has chosen to join in too He’s about to jump the blue lagoon
Fuzzy rainbows colored in pinks, Yellows, and blues Talking rocks and a fat racoon
What is this I see Jumping from star to star It’s the illusive singing minotaur Light the way beautiful one We can wait together for the morning sun
Pillars made of liquid gold I’m walking on invisible stones Marshmallow mountains and laughing trees With the sunset snuggled in right behind me
The moon pops up Like an inflatable ballon It winks and smiles Then says; ‘How do you do?’
Orbs of light suspended in the air Gives way to a path that leads nowhere Owls of wisdom speak the truth With my rabbit friend beside me We decide to go on through
Deeper and deeper down the path We made it to the invisible door at last Where’s the key I asked my friend His ear changed shape as he stuck it in
Into the hall of lights and sounds Followed by zany creatures of cartoon Town We passed the ball made of gas Through another door we made a left
Back outside the moon was gone The trip now ends As the morning comes
One last burst on this crazy train One last thought in my tired brain As my fuzzy friend begins to fad As reality begins to make a way A thought comes to me as clear as day What the Hell, Will I do today
She wears the night With a little light She holds the sun Up in her arms Her eyes do gleam Almost polished it seems Her dust blown, to make the stars God gave a spark, angels took charge They dipped their tears into gold Vitality grew, her energy true So she made her precise pearls The love that she gives It’s his special gift To all life out In the cosmos
I know that life’s a journey This road is lined with many holes But there’s still an urge inside me To leave the open road To leave the first footprint On a path that isn’t there To face my fears of falling To replace them with loving cheers I want to see the world With my pair of brand new eyes In a way I’ve never seen it Without it’s mask or disguise I want to hear the laughter To see the smiles all around I want to know I’m not alone When this path brings me down To see the world shinning And the friends I’m bound to make Stiffens my choice of journeys It inspires me not to break So if I touch the heart Of just a few just like me I can say that I accomplished All I set out to be
Love is a simple boat, Two oars, One seat. Floating Into the Chaos of The ocean. Following The current, To wherever It may lead. Love is A simple Pleasure, Two hearts, Two separate, Beats. Thrown Into the chaos Of the world. Following The passion To whomever it may lead.
I cannot pretend another day, another hour, another second. There is no time to delay. The glass that is filled with the sands is broken, and Is emptying into my hands. Persuasion of conscious thoughts in the hour of the broken clock. Divides reality with delusions as time begins to stop. Marked with the glance of the devilish eye. Life around me motionless as I wonder by. Passing through the flesh made statues. I have a sense of knowing their destinies, their pains, their desires, and the hate they possess for themselves for the ones they’ve hurt. Detachment from my broken mind, sadness begins to unwind. Peaceful thoughts begin to grow as I enter the Shepard’s throne.