It intrigues me how life operates. One day your skipping rocks and talking about all your dreams. Making plans with friends for the future.
I don’t want to turn this into a long drawn out speech about what I lacked or didn’t lack growing up.
Then for whatever reason life intervenes and says, “Hey you, your not a child anymore and your way behind in growing up”. Now had I listened to what was being said to me I would’ve made different decisions.
Life itself, the energies of the universe, or the higher power, being God is just amazing. Well, after hindsight kicks in. Back when I was or was not making the right decisions I did not realize the decisions that were being made would in fact play such a huge role in the future mes life. Don’t get me wrong though. There’s not much I would go back and change only because I’m not sure I would be who I am now.
Having a unwillingness to change when life wants or needs you to can be damaging to someone at that moment. It can follow you your whole life. I don’t feel life had or has it out for me. There just lessons repeating themselves so I could and can learn from them.
I guess what I’m trying to say is
Be clear with yourself. We all have a right to our beliefs, we have a right to our opinions, and we all get to make decisions in our lives. But be clear with yourself. Make sure whatever it is your chasing is truly what you want and not what the rest of the world thinks you want.
As for me I have a strong belief in God. And I think on this day, at this moment the angels are trying to tell me if I put forth the effort everyday that I will become who I desire and not the things that I desire.
For those of you who actually read this far. Just know whatever your struggles are
Your not alone. Just be true to yourself have faith in your own abilities. And if you do believe and have just a second give a shout out to God and thank him for for all he has done.
Thanks for reading
Sorry for the lack of editing.