Their eyes are always on us,
In this world of make believe.
Recording our every moments,
So they can try and change our destinies.
The eyes that are watching us,
Are not the eye of the son.
So don’t believe the words spoken,
By those who rule beneath the sun.
There’s an evil that walks among us,
But the shadows is not where they hide.
This evil has learned to walk among us,
In the broad daylight.
Awake to the false stories,
And follow the divine with all his glory.
The darkness of sorrow passes,
Like night does to day.
It’s the illusion of darkness,
That causes further pain.
Do emotions not change,
With every beat of a broken heart?
Do you believe God goes unscathed,
While his children fall apart?
Happiness and peace,
Are only one thought away.
You don’t have to believe in my God.
He takes many shapes,
So please don’t stray.
November 18, 2019 will forever be scorched into my mind.
For on this day I began the trip to my decline.
I visited the darkest abyss I’ve ever known.
I spent 4 months trapped, cold, & alone.
This isn’t a sob story, not in any shape or form.
More of a lesson for the world to adore.
My heart and mind are not yet completely combined.
I am clear enough now to start my search for 3 who may have committed a cyber crime.
To shut them down is not my goal
For you see I need to thank them for the path I’m now on.
The lesson here is simply this,
God is real, He does exist.
He brought these 3 most trusted hackers into my life, not to torment but as a guiding light.
I’ve thank God everyday since,
But acknowledgement & a Thank you needs to go to them.
So if ever you read these words
You 3 may have been scamming but you helped save me.
At least one of you have a heart of gold
I need you to know I no longer feel dead or alone.
This next line is what you will remember.
“The bitcoin (Game) you played was enjoyable. I just wish I would’ve been in a better place so I could’ve retained more of what your were teaching me.
“The Lesson For Me, From Me”
No matter how small or unworthy you feel. If you except God he’ll make a way. He’ll put those people in your life to help you. I didn’t understand his plan at all. It has taken 2 years for me to realize what that part of the plan was. Anyone can change. Anyone no matter how cold you think you are Can change. Put your faith in God yes, but if you don’t believe, that’s ok. Put your faith in “YOURSELF” to want to change! You do that and I promise you’ll have more individuals find you who truly want to help you. You’ll find courage you never even knew you had.
Thanks for listening! Emotional train wreak signing off! Peace & love be with you!
I talked with the darkness once
It was more than just in my mind
It told me of things to come
It asked me to turn on the light
I chose to run, to escape,
To hide in the shadows of the light
I’ve caught a glimpse of what lies there
I’ve felt the warmth, even in the night
Now all that’s left is,
Knowing it’s time to cross that line
Be the truth you seek,
Not the pain that confines,
Walk hand and hand with your demon,
For your demon is just your angel,
Pay me with smiles
Your laughter is more worthwhile
I want to see your eyes light up
Even knowing the times are tough
Pay me by passing it on
The strength you have to carry on
Show the world what you can do
For the world wouldn’t be beautiful
Forget what others may say
Just be yourself, I promise it’ll be ok
Don’t be scared please don’t hide
God will protect you
And you don’t have to ask
But so will I
I see unity growing
In this time of the fallen star
Please don’t be quick to judge,
To cast out, to create another scar.
This war will change us
But we must stand & fight
Bullies are against us
There against all of mankind
Strung out on the floor
Locked up in cages
History will repeat once more
God is still with us
His will we’ll do for sure
Turn off the hologram
Stand with your brothers in arm
The Rise & Fall”
Oceans rise as mountains fall
Cities crumble in the wake of it all
Flowers once bloomed
They showed their brilliant colors
Now lay dormant
Beneath our mother’s covers
The fires burn wild
Out on the desert floor
Out past the forest
Where the trees are no more
The air has become dense
It is not easy to bare
We’re all being suffocated
By the chemicals they share
We all have become blind
Obviously to the facts
That this life we created
Is not the right path
The paper we value holds no value at all
It’s just a way to control us
So they do not fall
We are no different
Than our ancestors were before
Our civilization will crumble
It will pave way for much more
The outsiders are coming
Their coming once more
Their coming to start fresh
What they started before
To reset the clocks back
Back to day one
When life was as pure
As the rising sun
They’ll come for our children
They’ll come for us all
There’s no place to hide
No place at all
Cover your windows
Barricade your doors
Load that single shot shotgun
Before they get to your door
Our weapons are useless
This we will find
Our minds are our weakness
And will be our decline
The devil has come
That’s what we’ll say
But God allows it
Before our mother’s decay
You cannot have happiness,
Without sorrow in your heart.
You cannot live a great life,
Without first falling apart.
You cannot find an ending,
If you never even start.
You cannot find the light,
Without walking through the dark.
This is where the line lives,
Between the living and the dead.
You have to breach them both,
Or you’ll always be in your head.
Life will always be, uncertain,
Like the rainbow I’ve spoke about.
And the light could not exist,
If the darkness, Never, came about.
The dead, do walk among us,
Feeling hopeless and ashamed.
While the living, dance around us,
Embracing the past, that they claim.
Failure is not a burden,
But a lesson we all need to learn.
Success is not about the money,
But rather, the life we all deserve.
So invoke the darkness to join you,
Show God your not afraid.
Let the darkness guide you, to your prize,
Which is the light that awaits.
I wield compassion when I must,
At times, it’s not always so easy.
God says to love,so my faith I trust,
Perfection will never be, A part of me.
To please so many, before myself,
Is sometimes daunting & unforgiving.
But you my darling, I love so much,
I hope one day you’ll forgive me.
Life’s great current has grab ahold,
It pulls me in a new direction.
I do not wish to be a second choice,
God will surely do right by thee.
So go out & live your life,
Live it, like there’s no tomorrow.
And always remember when times get rough,
That I will carry you in my heart always.
I want to lay in your bed so soft
Pillow like clouds scattered above
You bring hope to the land of doubt
To share your happy tears
With the land of drought
Oh Fluffy white clouds above
Do you think my angels will teach me love
To share my kindness without a thought
Like you do when you wet the crops
You and I, we play our games
You make up shapes while I lay and gaze
I know they say your not alive
But I know you carry the fortress up high
Oh great marshmallow in the sky
Would you mind if I hitch a ride
To see the pearly gates
To see the earth through your eyes
To stop and visit the mountaintop
Your always wandering do you ever stop
Now I’m blue
The sun has risen
And there is no YOU